Yesterday i went to skool...it was okay as usual...but i didnt had the mood to go...Then went home n slept...
Woke up n went to skool for training...
There was warm-up...n then open-discussion
We then played soccer which was fun...
There was alot of running...
My team won 3-1...:)
We played til 0730...
Then took the mrt home...
Nothing to do so i lied in my bed...
Think about the stuffs i usually think about...after too much thinking i went to sleep...
I dunno why...i always have this feeling inside me...what? I dunno
I feel sad,bad,scared and sometimes angry just thinking about it...of what? why? I still dunno
I dunno whats wrong with me...still, I have this feeling...
I dunno what's this feeling...i dun even noe why i feel this way...or how i got it
I dunno what I'm thinking...
I feel left out...i dunno why...i feel so stress up...why?? I dunno
I'll try to find answers...
I've kept my feelings to myself...with that fake smile of mine...
Always with the smile...
But I've been forcing myself to smile...for the sake of others...
Its almost 5...I can't seem to sleep...
My life's a mess...I'm in the verge of snapping
Still this feeling...
Seems to haunt me everytime...
I just don't get it...
It never goes away... :/